Lily of the Valley

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

An "Executive" Summary

Returning office was the most dragging moment after the holidays and “extended holidays”.

Someone on the top suggested seeking funding from this “A- charitable committee”. Sound good... I presented the concept, the overview of the presentation to “top-notch” aka nose on the head, Guess what blurt out from the mouth, “You don’t expect I’ll help you or XX, b‘cause I’m in the voting committee... and blur blur blur”

OMG, never I expect such a sentence, you mean you are not part of the organization? I really dropped my eye balls, rolled in and out and put the whole presentation at no heart. Yes, I said “NO HEART!”. I hope the fund was not granted and to my wish, it did. It didn’t approve! I smiled to myself heartily.

Was helping a friend for her wedding, few days before her wedding, we chatted and laughed, I could see the happiness in her eyes, her face glowed and I believe this is the right man for her.

Seeing her walking the aisle, it reminded me the day we were pronounced husband and wife. He’s not handsome, but he got this special touch till today I still couldn’t explain. He loves me dearly and pampers me to the best he can give. He makes my life different, something I feel that love is not enough. I truly thank him for being my best friend, my little cutie and much more and of course my one and only dearest hubby.

Again, I’m sick, but this time was due to “CHA-SOBA”. The feeling of up and down was terrible. I could see how worries he was when I’m sick. But his love makes me grow well soon… I know I had delivered a sad message this week to him, I can see the disappointment in his eyes. Though he didn’t sound anything, I felt bad. I believe we are working towards it, I can see that he listens and plans accordingly to what had been suggested. Next week, next week and the week after, is the marathon week for both of us. We shall work hard, fun and enjoy and I believe the result will show soon.

My feeling for these few weeks, after seeing so many things happened, I wondered shall I go and pursue the dreams I desire. Shall I be selfish for once and let go? Anyway, I had done it before and I’m not that indispensable to them. To them, they can always look for someone to cover. I can see that staying longer will make my life more miserable. Well, I will do a great thought over this again this week.

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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Some recaps...

It's been a while since the last entries...

Today is my 2nd day of medical leave.. reason being.. itch and itch and awful marks on legs, thighs and hands... but grateful is recovering... I hope...

We just celebrated our 6th anniversary... wow... didn't know we have come so far... loving each other dearly and dovely... I still recalled a conversation that Jack Jack said to his daddy few weeks ago... where is Jill? Daddy replied proudly, soon... coming soon! The moment I heard it, I felt the sense of parenthood getting closer, we are both working real hard to see that day and I can feel the sentence from daddy is real, proud and something he is looking forward. One word I could say, I'm really proud of you, daddy!

Jack Jack has been our "dearest son", who loves his "mummy and daddy" very much in action and his cheerful smile... His kisses every now and then makes me feel the love for him more just like our unborn child (who is now up there looking after us... and pray for us)... Is he the replacement of our lost child... I wonder...

Life is really a puzzle... I love my life, I also hate my life... I love the people around me... I do hate some of the people around me... but life still goes on...

I see that growing together as a couple is not easy... Knowing him inside and out is tough... I appreciate this life being couple... Because I love him forever for all the things he has done for me and I know there'll be more...

This week is a short week for me, vacation + MC = 1 day work... :)

We enjoyed our vacation... though we did not really sport a lot... but tennis, archery, water aerobics and some couple times together was enough to make up for the time we lost... Hopefully for more of this great time... Of course, with Jack Jack in this vacation, things are slightly different too...

Well... that's all I would like to recap for the week...

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