Moving on...
It’s a new week and new month… Times really flies, half of 2007 had past in a swift.Decision was set in my mind to let go the unhappiness and stop torturing myself in the environment I no longer feel worth staying for especially when works were not appreciated and problems arise, though everyone in the team knows wasn’t my fault but no one stands out to defense, “directionless”, poor leadership etc. Wondering how come such a leader exists in the organization. I felt betrayed, people here are trust worthless. Many wore two masks, in front of you, displayed the good side to win your trust, but at the back, you felt the pain at your back with arrows sticking out. And problems arise, you are the target board and shall NEVER be hopeful that anyone to help you.
I’m reluctant to let go because there are still a minority of colleagues worth working together but thinking for myself, whether selfishness or what, I’ve to let go.
I felt happier and more relieved for the decision I made and thanks for the support from the rest of my friends. Life moves on…
I like to take this opportunity to thank my dearest for all the little small actions he done. Like this morning, he warmed up my chicken essence unconditionally without me having to instruct or anything. He did it out of my surprise and really warmed my heart and soul. The little action and gestures do bring our marriage and love closer than ever. He makes himself foolishly in front of me makes my day brighter. I love you forever. Thanks for your unconditional love.
2 more days to go and we will know the results. I can’t wait to move on, I can’t wait to hear the good results and I can’t wait for the next action plan…I just can’t wait, I want to know now and now…
Sad news I heard from my chat friend, she lost her baby again. The blow is really too hard for her, especially for her case, she was already in 2nd trimester. I felt the blow and sadness when I heard about it and tears slide down my cheek. Why she again?
Notice life is really unpredictable; you won’t know what's going to happen next. So move on and lead a happy life. Though sometimes things really anger you but you just can’t change the faith or whatsoever, all I know is move on and be happy. You can grieve, be angry etc but that’s only for temporary, see the road in front and move….I’ve been telling myself that, move and move and be happy.
