Pre-motherhood's diary: Am I ready??? - Part 2
This weekend, I actually felt what’s a motherhood is… not just play or talk only… including educating the rights and wrongs, feeding, changing diapers and even showering… A step closer to motherhood…
Wow… it’s a whole lot than I expected… The trust and bonding is getting closer and closer… I’ve to hold the plate in front of me, A “L-plated” mom. Laugh out loud.
Truth enough, it’s not easy, it’s demanding and it strenuous too… I can feel the aching effect on my lower right hand (hopefully not to sprain my neck tension muscle again) … I can feel that the energy level in me getting low… I can feel the responsible not only feed her right but to make sure she eats right too…
Of course mdm Wong is sort of relieve this weekend… better rest for her and no need to chase after the little monkey.
Is little monkey training me to get prepared for motherhood… Maybe! Maybe she senses that little Johnnies and little lilies are on their way… And soon will be able to play with her and she can be like big sister to them… I glad she’ve given me the opportunity… I really enjoy the companionship together… I really love it, though tired and pretty strenuous as mentioned.
But all the laughter and joy together makes anything, everything feel like nothing. (Only really feel it at the end). She’s my little guardian angel and hopefully she will guide my angels and lead the way…
Thanks for making my weekend such a wonder!
