The last leap and the new hurdle
Years pass like a bout of lightning… It swifts from ¼ of the century to the new leap of life… Looking back, there are too many unhappiness, happiness, ups and downs, hurdles and hurdles… I traced back the path I walked, I traced back every single moments. I shed my tears for all that had happened which I supposed to forgive and forget but somehow, I couldn’t let go some of them… Maybe it had lingered to my life too much, too much to forget… especially the incident happened last year.
Walking into the next hurdle, I’m sure there’ll be more to forgive and forget. But life still has to move on…
18 May is always a significant day… The day POPE is born too… the day I came into this earth, this planet.
This year I thought will be the same… but surprise and surprise… Things I never expected… I received the most expensive gift, something precious…
Oops..from SINCERE… I know what’s the gift… without opening, it had already melted my heart, it’s melted because he gave me the unconditional, pricey and one I desired without any pinch of pain.
Surprises from ex-colleagues and colleagues, never had I expected a surprise birthday celebration, never had I expected a bouquet of roses from the 11 of them for remembering.
The actions and thoughts by them melted my heart, melted my soul and almost shed a tear… All gifts received are well and most appreciated.
There’s something I need to work on… I know I can make it… but was just too afraid the same disaster will happened again… Though I keep telling myself that it won’t and it won’t, but the fear is still there, the sadness is still there…
My wish for this year and ahead was the same… The two wishes I made were the same… I hope my wishes will be answered.
Once again, I like to take this opportunity to thank my dearest who has made my life so great and wonderful, unconditionally love me for what I am, and unconditionally walked the toughest path with me… make me like a pampered puppy and princess. I can only say, you are my everything! 